blend the rainbow and shoot it thru your veins

2011-05-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

peer pressure.

http://myfavourite-pain.tumblr.com/

goodbye blogspot.

2011-04-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

and i know one day i'll just be a distant memory to you...

when your long gone and moved on..

i'll still be missing you just like i did today. yesterday.
and just like i would.. tomorrow.

im trying my best not to break.
i wish i could tell you how much i need you now.

2011-04-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

that part of me will solely belong to you. always.

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

2011-04-17T13:33:00.001+08:00

These are the days that hurt the most

2011-04-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

it felt like forever

2011-04-09T15:31:00.006+08:00

cause some nights i wonder how you are and what you are doing. but i never ever muster up the courage to give you a call. the funniest thing about it is the fact that im actually afraid that i would be at a loss for words when i hear your voice. n then.. i would crumble once more. i would never know. because i believe life promises to be better without me. and i never want to go through this shite ever again. but i still do love you. to the ends of the world. i hate that even though it bothers me so much. i cant do anything about it. and this goodbye seems to be it.

2011-04-03T17:09:00.003+08:00

the songs been playing in my head.

because even walking down the corridor that leads me to my house reminds me.

2011-03-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

one word sums it.

empty.

Of migraines n dark days

2011-03-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

Two weeks

6 migraine attacks

Something is srsly getting to me.

Perhaps the brain is saying im taking control from now on. Gonna give u a stronger dose of pain than the one ur heart is giving you. Then days will pass easier.

No matter. The nights are still getting longer.

2011-03-23T18:04:00.001+08:00

突然好想你

你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆

突然模糊的眼睛

2011-03-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

end.

because at the end of it all, we always end up giving our love to the wrong person. the person who matters most, will inevitably end up being the person who disappoints most.

take flight. dont fight.

2011-03-15T14:31:00.001+08:00

为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争

现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛

慢慢远离的梦

渐渐冷却冰封

2011-03-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

最愛你的人是我
你怎麼捨得我難過
對你付出了這麼多
你卻沒有感動過

我們的愛
過了就不再回來
直到現在
我還默默的等待
我們的愛
我明白
已變成你的負擔
只是永遠
我都放不開
最後的溫暖

原來你甚麼都不想要

2011-03-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

Tom: “We don’t have to put a label on it, that’s fine, I get it. I just… I need some consistency. I need to know you’re not going to wake up in the morning and feel differently.”

Summer: “I can’t give you that. Nobody can.”

2011-03-09T11:20:00.003+08:00

have you really lived? or are you living in the way others want you to.. be true to yourself.

why cant ppl just understand that.

im just so fucken tired of everything.

all that bullshite repeating itself.

i need to get out of here.

2010-12-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance
Believe it, I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes

She said, "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside, even though it hurts"
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said, "Like it or not, it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together
I know you deserve much better

Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance
Believe it, I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes

2010-07-30T19:42:00.003+08:00

and someone who means the world to you can suddenly feel like a stranger..

these are the days i've lost all feelings.

2010-07-28T11:44:00.001+08:00

the more you care the more bitter you get.

bottomline: dont bother. and perhaps you'll just get used to it.

2010-07-08T22:18:00.004+08:00

i was so caught up in the process i didnt realise the glaring flaws of it all staring at me.

something got lost on the way home.

its something we can never get back.

maybe i was just trying too hard.

2010-06-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

hello love.

happy 23rd:)

p.s. we're the same age now! and theres free internet in the guesthouse, thou i doubt you'll ever wanna stay here at all.. haha.

xoxx. you and me. just us two.
love from ho chi minh.

2010-06-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

天亮了　

雨下了　

你走了清楚了　

我愛的　

遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了想要放　

放不掉　

淚在飄你看看　

你看看　

看不到我假裝過去不重要　

卻發現自己辦不到說了再見　

才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑口紅待在桌腳　

而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好說了再見　

才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老　

又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好天亮了　

你的笑　

你的好　

腦海裡　

一直在繞我的手　

忘不了　

你手的溫度心碎了一地　

撿不回從前的心跳　

傷心過去我無力逃跑　

說再見　

才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老　

又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

how will it turn out now...

2010-05-02T13:28:00.002+08:00

when you are not here.. haha.
but i'll rather have you than the sun..

thats what the sun cant do...
so im patiently waiting...

cause.
hurry home soon!

2010-04-20T22:37:00.001+08:00

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過若如果拿來當藉口那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　快牽起我的手
有人說　世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你
我常說　如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過若如果拿來當藉口
那愛是不是有一點弱如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

im hooked on fish because of you.

2010-04-15T07:25:00.001+08:00

i dreamt that we broke up.
and when i woke up,
i remembered we already have.
and that just sucks.

2010-04-09T10:42:00.002+08:00

My head says, “who cares.” But then my heart whispers, “you do, stupid.”

2010-04-06T20:24:00.005+08:00

im feeling random.
i wish the fortune cookie is true in its prediction.

so much that i really wish weekends with you din end. cux im afraid they wouldnt come back again the next one.

i wanna cycle to school. i will cycle to school if i get this school back!!

if only we could just click and join. for real. i bet i'll be good at stunning spells. heh heh.

somedays i think we all need sweets and goodies to get us by.

pract is getting really tiring. oh my god. how to last 4 yrs like that???

im looking forward to the 2nd week of may.

________________________________________________

told you i was feeling random..

im secretly happy your looking for holiday destinations for us.

i hope it wasnt just cux you were bored.

2010-03-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

i finally completed my show that means now i can finally start work without wanting to click on the youtube tab to continue watching. haha no more taiwan dramas for me!

tmrs the last weekday before sch starts proper again for another 7 weeks:(

wad the hell did i do all weekkkk????

it seems too good to be true.

2010-03-11T08:21:00.001+08:00

it suddenly hit me.
the number of times i looked to the stands.
cause every single time.
you were there.

but your never here anymore.

2010-03-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

i need to wake up and face reality.

i cant go on pining forever. waiting for someone who wouldn't come back.

so i think its gonna be one hell of a difficult road ahead...

but..you should know before i go..

cause i really thought we were perfect together.

never doubt that..

the last goodbye.

2010-03-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

sometimes the things you say really gets stuck in my head and i dunno if its good or bad that you told me stuff like that.

and it still seems we're getting nowhere.

you know.. i think it wouldnt materialise.

cause i dun think im worth that much.

cause you are hardly ever here anymore.

but it doesnt make me miss you any lesser.

愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘一個人擦淚一個人好累...

2010-02-27T23:42:00.005+08:00

i tried to find a picture that would explain what i feel but i couldnt.
so i guess we're stuck with this for the time being.

and i think..

practicum is finally really here and next week it all starts.

the teaching and the panda eyes.

plus chelsea and her pink hairbrush.

good luck everyone.

i think we all need it.

2010-02-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

its the second month.
whoever said time heals all wounds.
was lying.

2010-02-18T02:22:00.004+08:00

I miss those blue eyes How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to
When I'm not around you It's like I'm alone with me
But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you
Without you
But I never told you What I should have said
No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you
Without you

somethings missing.

i think its you.

2010-02-14T23:56:00.007+08:00

its the first day of the new year. but i dun feel any different.
i still feel like crap.
the thing about these visitings. they give you too much time to sit and brood by yourself.
and i think about the past 4 new years we sort of spent tgt. at least i know we would talk on the eve.. and we would be the first to wish each other....
the ones where we msg each other incessantly wishing we could meet up instead of all the endless meaningless visiting.
i miss how we used to msg.
i miss how we would try to meet up as soon as possible.
i wish we had more time.
i wish.. we never had to grow up. then i would never have to lose you.

if i just lay here.. would you lie with me and just forget the world...would you ever regret not taking the chance?

2010-02-04T04:33:00.003+08:00

and i think i may have brought it upon myself. now that im hanging neither here nor there. cause the heart says stay. maybe, just maybe one day. but the head says shes gone for good. but still i stay. knowing that everyday my heart shatters into a million pieces seeing you type all those stuff on msn.. cause just sometimes when you say nice things to me. it makes the pain easier to endure and everything ok. even if it was just for awhile.

cause all i need is that familiarity. and i come running back.

its one of those days i wish i could just disappear into thin air. cause nth will turn back time and its unrealistic to wish for anything more. i hate myself for being so emo. i wish every single thought doesnt bring me back to you. i wish i could be brave and let it all go. cause i know you are really slowly and surely leaving and never coming back.

but i still cant help but love you.

2010-01-31T15:12:00.004+08:00

你的回話凌亂著. 在這個時刻. 我想起噴泉旁的白鴿. 甜蜜散落了.
情緒莫名的拉扯. 我還愛你吶. 而你斷斷續續唱著歌. 假裝沒事了.
時間過了走了. 愛情面臨選擇. 你冷了倦了我哭了.離開時的不快樂. 你用卡片手寫著. 有些愛只給到這真的痛了. 怎麽了.你累了.說好的幸福吶 我懂了.不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了
開心與不開心.一一敘說著.你在不捨那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.我都還記得
你不等了.說好的.幸福吶我錯了.淚乾了.放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著. 要怎麼停呢

__________________________________

its just weird how sometimes lyrics fit so aptly into your situation.

and the song reminded me so much of all the forevers we used to say.

who was to know forever had its own different definition.

and here im watching you go.

2010-01-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

I still love you I fear I always will.

I just wish you could see how much I love you.

And I hate myself for not showing it to you more.

And now I have learned too late that good things get taken away from you when you dun cherish them enough when they're right in front of you.

And that breaks my heart more than anything.

knowing i shud have done more when i could but i din.

And now all i can do is wake up crying thinking of how far you are.

2010-01-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

and for last couple of days they stopped visiting me. but once im home. i get them again. not once. but a couple of times. revisiting. repeating. telling me everything im dreading. showing me in slow motion everything im afraid of. but in a very sad way im glad i get them. its the only way i get to see you.

and i almost want to laugh out. how could i be? when was the last time i felt happy?

because you only live once. think about it.

to be yourself. but only that way can you truly be happy.even if i knew you would hurt me. even if i know the decision will still remain the same. even if i know there will be second time.

even when i say i can....... i miss you so much.

2010-01-14T00:59:00.001+08:00

and this is a classic case.
really.
your mind needs to stop interfering.

2010-01-13T14:02:00.002+08:00

and i wish i din have to. cause i still want so much to love you.

will you be brave? for you, for me, for us?

i guess im asking for the impossible.

stop thinking weird thoughts. dun waste your life away.
and please please please dun get wasted again this weekend.

2010-01-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played on loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you go
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

go.. be happy.

2010-01-08T15:19:00.007+08:00

and thats what i am. im nothing.
cause when i cover my eyes all i see is you.

i dont think i have the strength to let you go.

i dun have the courage to see you really walking out and disappearing out of my life.

all the traces of you are still so vivid. everything is still like you left them.

everything is still done the way you like them to be.

but all hope is lost.

and everything is just crumbling down now.

海鳥跟魚相愛只是一場意外

2010-01-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

为你翘课的那一天花落的那一天教室的那一间

我怎么看不见消失的下雨天我好想再淋一遍

没想到失去的勇气我还留着

好想再问一遍你会等待还是离开

刮风这天我试过握着你手但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见

还要多久我才能在你身边等待放晴的那天也许我会比较好一点

从前从前有个人爱你很久

但偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得好远

好不容易又能再多爱一天但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

i remembered when you told me you wished someone would sing this to you.

and i was happy to be the first one to sing it to you.

还要多久我才能在你身边

风渐渐把距离吹得好远

2010-01-05T12:35:00.002+08:00

i sleep late to be really tired. to avoid the nightmares.
but they still haunt me.
they still come back.

im dying. and you probably wun care.

2010-01-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

As soon as I wake up, every night, every day. I know that it's you I need to take the blues away.

2010-01-03T18:32:00.001+08:00

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

and even thou i know my heart will be ripped apart a thousand times over. i'll still be right here. hoping that one day you might just change your mind.

2010-01-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

The last night i spent with you, i laid in my bed huddled next to you, desperate for warmth. Not from the room, or the temperature, but from the body laying next to me already fast asleep as if nothing in the world was troubling them. I, on the other hand, stared wide eyed into the foggy bedroom, watching the fan blades spin around and around in one motion over and over. Just like us. A repeat. I felt the silence, i felt the space between us - it felt like a house was wedged between us even though essentially all but two or three inches separated us. That was the last night i spent with you, next to you, a part of you.

and the next morning. the moment you leave me. you become someone else. the one i cant fathom. the one so far.. that no matter how hard i reach out.. i cant grasp..

i feel you slipping out of my fingers.. nothing i do will ever be enough..

no one is indispensable. point proven.

2009-12-29T13:59:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I feel like it’s not worth it because I hate having to miss you. I hate having to deal with everything I love about you everyday and not be able to be with you. I hate it all. If only you understood how much you have dug yourself into my heart. I’m scared if I take you out, I might bleed to death.

I love you. don’t you see? Don’t you understand? You’re the love of my life. I can’t leave you. But you’re constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. You stand by everyone, but you leave me. So I’m asking you, if you don’t see a future for us, if you’re not in this, please. Just end it because I can’t. -Greys

you will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course, if you outgrew me — if you wanted something more I would understand that. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me. - twilight

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i dun what to feel how to feel... all i know is...its hard losing you. watching you walk away from me.. and there is nth in the world i can do..its such a shame for us to part...

2009-12-27T06:06:00.003+08:00

did you know i sleep best when its next to you?
did you know without you.. i cant get to sleep.. i wake up in cold sweat knowing your not there to comfort me anymore.. wishing it was not true. and just all a nightmare i cant wake up from.
did you know everytime you go out to drink it worries me?
did you know did you know. im so afraid to make one wrong move that would make you drift further away from me..
did you know.. i would do anything just to have you back with me?

its 6am. where are you when really you shud just be with me...

shud i stay or shud i go. which is a better option for you...

2009-12-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

always has been, always will be.

everything was but a fairytale last night. and in the real world.

theres no happily ever after for me. with you.

2009-12-24T19:09:00.003+08:00

its xmas eve.
this year i told myself that no matter what i would spend it with you.
cux ive neglected you so many times over the years.
but this year.
its not the same.
and i guess.
we're not fated to spend the eves together.

i hope wherever you are.. you would enjoy yourself.
and perhaps. just perhaps..
miss me a little.

christmas isnt christmas knowing i wouldnt get to see you.
even the presents cant make up for it.

2009-12-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

since you went away my heart breaks everyday..

2009-12-22T02:12:00.003+08:00

You say you gotta go and find yourself

You say that you're becoming someone else

Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say

Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you...Come Back To Me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere

Picture you with the wind in your hair

I'll keep your things right where you left 'em, I'll be here for you.

Oh, and I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see When you find you...come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here, waiting to see You find you...come back to me

i'll be right here waiting.. no matter what..

cause you need to know that i wouldnt be able to find someone as special as you to fill the emptiness in me.

you are unique in so many ways i could spend all day telling you and we wun be done by nightfall.

You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world.

2009-12-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

what am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you..

im falling to pieces......and i cant pick myself up..

its too late.. and there is nothing left to do.

my heart has stopped. but the world goes on.

2009-12-18T14:54:00.001+08:00

is it time to let go

放手期望你幸福甚麼都有..

2009-12-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

right now.. i wish i didnt exist.

2009-12-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

this is all i do when im without you.. meet me soon will you?

2009-12-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

i guess i should get used to this.

2009-12-14T18:13:00.004+08:00

seriously.

not to christmas.. but to seeing you..

randomness.... cux im just too freaking bored.

hey sheryl seow i bet you 100 bucks you cant pronounce this!!

2009-12-12T16:17:00.012+08:00

waiting for the plane... its early..... thou not that early. just considering the mj the previous night, its early to be up.. haha

the missus. raring to go shopping!

on the plane... jetstar is good! the toilets are seriously clean!

on the cab. yeah! the driver machiam f1 driver

our hotel! the baiyoke boutique. everythings good other than the kampung water in the toilet. so slow. like i feel i can never be really clean.

at platinum mall. me snapping random stuff cux missus is excitedly shopping.

delicious papaya salad! its only 35 baht. damn shiok.

the four faced buddha!

super happening they have live band kinda like timbre style just bigger scale!

i love oldskool pepsi bottles!

yums hotpot! we dunno what they put it. but its seriously yummy!

very seriously red strawberries!

need i say more!!!??

the missus enjoying her bird's nest.

the view from our hotel. breakfast at the tenth storey.

lo and behold the grand palace!

yeah we asked some random tourist to take photo for us and he really only took us.

paintings on the wall. super clear and vivid. if only i could do that.

the model of angkor wat.

look at all that golddddd.

taking a break. i tell you the grand palance is so effing big! we need water!!!

the king's soldiers practising their marching. check out the lightning conductor on their helmets!

the reclining buddha. super majestic.

check out the gigantic feet!

check out the urns. ppl will change money and put the one cents into the urns.. damn cool.

this whole fish is like barbeque with sea salt and only costed 130baht. thats like 6 bucks for the whole thing!!?? its damn super shiok and shite i want to eat it now!!!

at the roadside stall we both love. its freaking good thou unregulated. still good food is good food. like a damn good dinner only costs us 10 bucks. and thats with hot pot.

duck noodles we got from roadside stall.

at the airport going home. its amazing they actually put zip lock bags at the airport for anyone to take. imagine put in singapore. confirm gone.

carpet in his torres jersey we got it for him at chatachuk for 3 dollars! got hoodie somemore! handsome right....

ok. im so tired from uploading all these shite. im so bored and free so.. i think i might be blogging more often then... yeah..

2009-12-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

edit: i heart you. _____________________________________________

perhaps the time has come for me to end my hiatus from blogging.

im alone on a friday night. accompanied by a glass of wine and my laptop. thats all ive got tonight.

i guess i should get used to that. in the end its not you. its me. i need to let go. cux this is part and parcel.. and we have to get thru this to progress.. or...

im terrified. of that inevitable day that seem to be looming ever so closely. ive never been so afraid of you leaving me.. i dun think i would survive it.. exaggerating but true.

but this is all me. and perhaps the alcohol is getting to me. and perhaps.... so many perhaps...

because maybe it is. and its just me. i really do hope so.because i dun think ive smiled in the days i haven seen you.

2009-11-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

its official.

im going to hogwarts after this SHINGZ te paper.

byebye butterflies. hello dragons, trolls and garden gnomes.

2009-11-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

because a picture speaks a thousand words.

this ones for you, girlfriend.

happy 50th... :)

2009-11-03T22:57:00.006+08:00

its week 12. but i still have so many assignments not cleared.

its irritating how ppl can be so laid back and messy and irresponsible and get away with it just because it has been accepted that its just the way they are. i fucking hate it.

i hate it when you act innocent and pretend you dun even know how to eat fucking fish. 7 words. just open your mouth. stuff it in. see how easy it is.

on another note. i think i will buy a car soon after i grad. simply because public transport irks me to infinity i swear. knn. the body odours. like buy 1 train ride get ten different scents. its like walking in CK Tang's perfume section just smellier and with a free fart. more than wad i bargained for just to reach amk station. not to mention the stupid uncle peeping over my shoulder reading what i typed in my microsoft word. i mean.. we all have these moments when we just have to look at the passenger beside us. you know sneak a glance check out the headlines. this guy just stares man. and even when i stare back, his still staring. must be i pretty huh.

ok back to essay writing and task cards. shite.

2009-10-28T17:08:00.006+08:00

lo and behold the halloween peektures!! check out the mad clown stalking people all around the entrance with his chopper!

the massive queue to enter the park and to take the train of terror. body odours galore. yuck.

our guide for the night- the queen of hearts. started out with a creepy voice then slowly changed to quite normal. must be tiring repeating all night.

can you see what i see in the distance?

not sure if he is hei wu chang or bai wu chang. his in blue you see. haha

so yeah we survived the forest giant trail with many thrills and spillsss. hahah.

check out cinderella with a plastic shoe stuck onto her head. coolness.

tin man everyone was gushing about. apparently they can see his hotness from that thick make up.

one of the scariest i must say. he chased a girl round and round the entrance. its funny when its not you. haha. and he growls.

the court jester i shud think. glared and followed my friend around after she said he was fat. HAHA.

It was fun! but the wait was crazy. imagine universal studios. sheesh. longer queues than this. simi recession. 35 bucks to wait and take a tram and ppl queue from the night safari almost till the zoo. first time i see the carpark full. haha.

yay. one more assignment down. 4 more to go!!!

2009-10-27T00:14:00.004+08:00

well facebook is being such a bitch i cant log in for two days in a row so i cant like blog about halloween. but i think like seriously, singapore shud have like pumpkin craving competitions or sth i mean its so cool!!! i mean the one above says, trick or treat, i eat you.

and this is just the sad little shivelled one that put braces on for too long. HAHA.

please check out this tear jerker! like seriously its damn sad. i cried. towards the back part. but im a sucker for these type of family kinda movies and all. its pretty gd! and the girl really look like got cancer and diaz was just so maternal and all. i wish i could go in and just hug everyone. ok i sound like such a wuss. hahah. for the record. gf only had tears in her eyes. note: they din even fall out. SHITE.

2009-10-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

not too long ago we had dinner at jumbo. my granddad's birthday. we had huge ass crabs and all and there were beer girls in skimpy clothes walking around promoting some weird beer we've never heard of. when did jumbo degrade to this extent? i mean yeah.. they look younger and more classy than the KPTs.. but.. stilllll.. needless to say the weaker sex.. were too busy drooling to eat..

a photo taken after the birthday song. the cake was yums. and these are my cousinss..

well. no sem can pass without us all chilling at our fav hangout. the music was good thou we got there too early and left before we cld be musically satisfied.... oh well. next time!

nothing bets a nice chilled Erdinger!! well may some Hoegarden..

guess who behind the condiments?

next up! halloween pics from night safari!:) better get my TE done before shy kills me!

2009-10-13T10:50:00.001+08:00

yeah. thats how we all feel now.

2009-10-11T22:33:00.007+08:00

this is a damn cool shite shirt! thanks nic! but cant wear to sch. haha. too bad!
and this is carpet in his new wading pool! i set it up in the tiny patch of grass i call garden. haha.

as you can tell. only im enjoying this.

i dun think he likes it very much. hahah.

anddddddd. the weekend was great great. GREAT! spent loadsa quality time just chilling out and shopping and all. i like it! and the polaroid whoring was fun! yay!

(500) days of S is nice! i like it cux i can really feel for the male lead! like that look on his face. poor guy. poor......._____ hahah. feel in the blanks. but it was the unconventional romantic comedy so it was a nice refreshing change. plus gf says it was like witty and all too.

gf says we are a weekend couple. so... means weekday go out must buy coupon? LOL.

2009-10-08T17:45:00.003+08:00

you reckon?:)

the satisfaction of finishing 3 assignments kicked in and i dun feel like doing anything for the rest of the week thou there is this nagging feeling tugging me somewhere telling me not to slack off or suffer the consequences pretty soon in week 11.

this sem is zooming by so fast i swear it was only week 1 yesterday. its that feeling that im being squeezed by an invisible hand to grow up and then roughly shoved into the ugly world where we slog for the rest of our sad little lives.

ok that was depressing. haha.

well, im sad i dun get to play the sport i love since secondary sch days later. but im glad im gonna be running round the green patches burning even more fats.:)

its the little things that keep us going dun you think? and at the times when you least expect it.:)

iwantyoutoknowineverloveyouanyless.infactmorethanyoucanhandle!!

2009-10-02T05:09:00.000+08:00

everytime my sms alert sounds. i hope its from you too......

misses.

2009-09-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

i just remembered my conversation with missus last night.

me: you know, next time we shud adopt dogs. like no one wants them. very sad?
yw: no? (makes a face) i know! we'll buy a puppy, then send it to spca, then we adopt it. same right??
me: what if the dog kanna adopt by other ppl first?
yw: we tell them we reserve.

so smart eh?

2009-09-24T15:48:00.005+08:00

well well well. guess who came to stay? we have two new squatters. lo and behold. NINJA and TURTLE. yes i know. the names are weird. so is the roomie.

ok. YESTERDAY I SWEAR. should never repeat. last warning hor to whoever is in control of my day up above.

hellllo. late to meet missus. leaves car lights on. car batt died. beg and wave for ppl to help in PESS. oh my god. and then drive all the way. almost died in the sea of hostels to make it for the sole operating garage. to know. the batt is perfectly fine.

like huh........... stop it ah.

better make amendments like.. somehow bestow me some cunningness and cleverness and what have you so i score high high for tmr's math test. ok? yay!

and i do wish my to do list was that SHORT. sigh.

hello. i need more love to destress ok?

2009-09-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

just dun do it again ok?

2009-09-10T21:56:00.003+08:00

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." -Bob Marley

we may be as different as day and night but hell we made it to 4 so lets keep up the good work and make it many many more!:)

2009-09-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

always....
happy 4th baby:)

2009-09-07T14:34:00.007+08:00

thanks to the lovely lady for that lovely weekend.... it was fun and nice just the two of us alone and sharing a nice bottle of wine:) more more more!

well on to more serious shite. i swear you cant find ppl anymore immature. i freaking hell hate to complain. but seriously why dun ppl grow up. i mean like how grown up is it to walk away man. and then there after ignore someones existance. just because you are older. better. more experienced doesnt make everything you do correct. and none of the above would matter much if your attitude sucks. maybe your boss can tell you that. hopefully not when his firing you.

sometimes i just wanna you know RARRRRrrr.. show some muscle (like i have. hurhur) knock some sense.. cause some ppl just dun get it.

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well the weekend was highlighted by the drunk old man who FLAGGED me down like im a cab driver and in my confusion actually unlocked the damn door for him. oh my god. if you can drink till your drunk. pls at least save some money for a ride home. and innocent me actually tot he was just signalling for me to stop so he can cross the road. its a rude shock when someone tries to open your car door ok.

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have you ever you know while commuting look at someone and suspect that his/ she is wearing a wig? like seriously this middle age man was sitting diagonally opposite me and viola!!! thats like the wig he don on in a hurry like still messy and all. it REALLY looked like one. and i cldnt help staring. i wish i knew if it was real.... haha.

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oh well. for the record, im gonna not let anyone on my bed anymore. i have FOUR FREAKING PIMPLES. no more unless you do a bacteria scan and can be certified clean.

2009-08-26T03:04:00.003+08:00

its not been the best of days. just yesterday my ex team mate was telling me about all those ppl being fielded and not putting in their best while those on the bench are raring to go but not given the chance. in my sad case. im raring to go but i dun think i'll make much of a different or worse become a liability. thats sad isnt it. that feeling of immense helplessness.

shite happens. im sorry. its just at that moment i dunno what came over me. i know its one time too many. and i know it sucks to have to take attitude from someone who asked you for help..

this is how we look when we quarrel. im sure its normally the other way round cux im the irritating one kicking up a fuss most of the time and starting it all. damn. dunno wads wrong with me.

i just hope that i'll be able to see you tmr. thats all i want.

cause i know everything will be fine when i see you.. cause i want it to be and i'll do anything for it to be. really.

2009-08-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

you know that really happened when we were at tcc last sunday. sitting opposite you suddenly took my breath away.. 4 years into this.. im still falling in love with you everyday..:)

cant wait to see you on weds!!:)

2009-08-11T02:56:00.003+08:00

why i think i need a new roommate:

1. she took out 2 freaking shite heavy bags of clothes and lay them at my feet. only to walk off with the light ones and I HAD TO CARRY THOSE.

2. she stole our shoe rack back. the one that she left in hall to throw away, from the neighbour leaving diagonally opposite us.

3. she left me to carry the dvd rack while ranting behind me that i made the shelves drop. "ah, see la see la. i see how you carry later."

4. laugh at the old songs i play.

5. and that stupid sports corner. for ants right.

ok i think thats enough reasons. and she borrow my bedsheet somemore. AFTER COMPLAINING THAT THEY ARE ALL MOON AND STARS AND BASICALLY NOT VERY COOL. HATES.

anw... to the missus, i know sch is starting again and that sucks for both you and i. buttttttt. we'll try to find as much time as we can to meet alright? i promise!
goodnight:)

2009-08-05T15:26:00.001+08:00

what is love without fights.

you fight because you love the other too damn much and because you care too much and the fear of losing the other consumes you and render you unable to think with your mind and end up following your heart too much.

we all do that.

yes, love isnt love without the fights. but love isnt love too without faith and trust. faith in that person that she is wholeheartedly yours. trust in that person that she will no doubt be loyal only to you. trust that she will be able to take care of herself whilst having fun with her friends.

i can do that for you or at least i know i tried to for you. can you do that for me?

the days are closing in. will it be one. or will it be two. you decide.

2009-07-27T20:54:00.001+08:00

so i taught social studies today and you know. sago lane was known for its prostitue dens and pagoda street was known for its death houses aka funeral parlour...

me: so, what is a funeral parlour?
girl F: (jumping up and down seat waving excitedly)
me: ok you.
girl F: well.... (thinks awhile) its a place where you cut your hair!

me: so sago street is known for its prostitue dens.
INTERRUPTION
girl in front: what is a prostitue?
me: well, she is a person who sells her body for a living.
girl beside: (very puzzled) but HOW to sell?
girl at the back: huh, but who will buy?
me: ok, ms tan will cover this next lesson you can ask her all your questions. (hurhur)

and yes! the long awaited week 5 is here!!!
yippeee!

anw pls all watch NDP! it is gooooood this yr. promise.

and to the beloved. hope you had a great first day at work! and many days to come!:) behind every successful girlfriend is a very cute and supportive other half (thats me)!!

2009-07-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

well bascially i dun have a boat... but amongst the mad rush and hectic times of practicum and trainings.. believe it or not.. your always on my mind!:) happy anni babe!

well, practicums so far not too bad. alot of stuff to do and time passes so fast im always behind on sth. well its good honing for the big one in feb. hopefully i get posted back here its good. i love my p2 cux they're smart and well-behaved not afraid to make mistakes and put their best foot forward for class activities!

just one thing before i go. we had a class activity today and everyone was given a value in dollars and cents and they had to find the rest of the equation. like 50cents find 50 cents and tgt they find $1 and sit down. there wasnt enough ppl in the class and i had to take part. i was 35cents. the cheapest in the class. fml.

week3 will be here so fast, it'll be over before you know it. and i wanna be off eating lobster with you:)

2009-06-22T18:38:00.013+08:00

ok its been eons since i last updated and finally before the biggest nightmare starts, i must update about my langkawi trip and wadever have you.... at the airport waiting for the flightttt...at our hotel.. awana porto malai. its not too bad..

waiting for our hotel shuttle to go back for check in.. the town is really... worst than heartland mall. we were done shopping like in the blink of an eye. only thing worth mentioning.. RM10 FOR 6 PACK CARLSBERG!!!

taking a late night stroll..

the view from our room:) the sun rise every morning!!

island hopping and the lake of the pregnant maiden..

kermit the hermit... the beach was full of them!

!! going for the cable car ride that goes all the way up and thru the clouds!!

on the prosperity bridge.. im so gonna prosper ok. yo yo yo.

our ride for the holiday the chery QQ. hahah. too bad going up slopes are like slower than me running.

dinner!!!! at RM120 for an 800g seabass and cereal prawns which is heaven and dear meat. yums.

the airbrush tattoo. for only RM10.

the super heavenly spa! its only RM66 for a full body one hour javanese massage!! woohoo!

in the massge room theres a huge ass bathtub and a stand in rain shower. shiokness.

in the igloo at the underwater world there. more like zoo really. got otter and flamingoes. haha. and i touched the stingray! ewww.

very cold ok. im like how brave. no winter clothes yo.

happy feet happy friends. hahah.

ok, so that was the super long ago trip to langkawi at the start of june...

next up its the heavenly trip to lobster country!! tired after uploading these shite load of photos.

WATCH THIS SPACE.

2009-04-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

ok. i am seriously freaking out about my grades. swear. i have nightmares every few days!! oh my god-ed-ness.

ok latest nightmare update. must have been the deadly combination of harry potter and the worrying. well for those who do read hp. they get their results from erm owl mail. so i got my results from singpost. haha. im not that siao yet. and zj was the one who called me to go check my letter box and all. and alas, when i opened my results slip i got 2 c+!!! i was like how freaking sad. no more stipend can anot. damn super sad!!! arghhh. so yes, i got the bloody c+ for DURIAN TASTING. PDT 301. Principles of Durian Tasting. wtf. hahaha. but it was like so real in my dream i was like devastated and zj was like in the backgrd saying wad he got As and Bs. and then i got a shock when i saw my IM results. like i got J8. like what the shite is that can. hahah. worst than F9??!! hahah. ok warped dreams.
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anw, i finished the twilight series and am looking like super looking forward to the last instalment althou they seem to have like nothing to write about anymore since its like pretty much happily ever after alrey but im sure the volturi will be back to stir shite soon. haha. but its good if you like vampires and shape-shifters stuff kinda thing la.
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anw. jap cucumbers at GS was so good today its like a new dish and i really like it man yoyoyo. i tried to cook it but to no avail. sigh
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anw i think SS supermarket is very cruel. oh my god. like they started selling soft shell turtles??!!! what the hell. seriously, turtles are not like fishes or prawns you know. its like when you want to kill them they know and they will cry to beg you not to kill them??!! that is like how super cruel and they're supposed to live till a ripe old age but they're just snuffing the life outta these poor creatures when they have spare time in the afternoon cux got lesser customers or sth and like even go and cut out their shell and like nicely arrange the inarts inside so that it will look good!!?? that is sick man i wanted to cry at the supermarket man. but it'll be like quite embarassing. and im really want to go buy them all and set them free cux they're just waiting to die there. its damn sad. please boycott turtle eating!!!!
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expectations expectations. they really make or break you. and when you come to these in a rs. i believe its a matter of not imposing your expectations on the inconvenience of the other partner. yes it is important to have expectations. but there is also a thin thread that it hangs by precariously that will become too taut for comfort for the person you impose it on. and thats when the imbalance sets in and tempers flare and no one is happy anymore.
we need to make realistic expectations of each other and not idealistic expectations.
dun keep saying you want me to do it cux i want to not cux you want me too. because if you didnt say what you want how would i know??!! im not psychic i cant mind read. say it out loud and we'll work it out. dun pull stunts and play mind games with me. we've been tgt like how long do we need to stoop so low? hais. i dun want to quarrel with you especially now when your like having exams.
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ok, napfa at ny is not bad. 60 in 2 days of work is ok. but my voice is erm not on tiptop condition. oh well. lucky theres a long break till the next one. and ok like the worst thing ever happen. im in charge of sit ups and like i accidentally stepped on this girl's hair while she was like super vigoriously doing her sit up!!?? and a big bunch of hair fell out and she screamed damn loud. damn scary all the hair everywhere i was damn scared she ask me for like compensation for bald spot or sth. but heng she was ok. i almost wanted to like secretly add more sit ups for her. haha.
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its back to slacking everyday now. nth to do nth to look forward to. damn fucken sian. just kill me. im rereading my hp series again. thats how bored i am. and i think i will finally restudy my rusty japanese. hais.

boringgggggggggg. more mj please ppl.

2009-04-06T15:35:00.004+08:00

well since im printing all my IM stuff now, i might as well blog. OMG. toc is finally done! goodness, it was a torturous 13 weeks with presentations that are not graded, presentation n report, YPI and finally this coaching assignment. its worst than writing a full fledged research paper!! well, im almost done for the sem save for tb's last wrap up lesson and SS!!

petty all snuggled up and warm hugging my baby bolster and under the blanket.

you think his sleeping??!! no way, this guy wakes up at the slightest noise and stares at you with his big watery eyes..

on the way to a 1st birthday party. the latest but not very new addition to mum's side of the family. why does it always rain on sundays???

uncle seem to like the peranakan cuisine qutie abit n always orders from this caterer to the dismay of my maternal grandma. hahah. the food's ok la.

at the buffet table!! yummy..

the birthday girl playing with a packet of wet wipes and eating her porridge. shes wearing a very cute little checkered dress thou.

mr bo gay puah rui jie seen here eating all alone at the corner by himself. his very smart and hid the otah that he din finish in the banana leaf so that he would have to really finish it up.

this is matthew, the bday girls brother. n everytime i see him, sth bad happens to me. like the time he peed onto me while i was carrying him. we were at shenton way. n yesterday i was so nice feeding him fruits, he overturns the bowl full of watermelon juice onto my lap. i was wearing white berms. FML

jonny carrying the very unwilling victim.

tryign to steal a piece of the cake while no one's watching. his dad actually din allow him to eat too much cake cuz its bad for health, so when i told matty, lets go n eat some cake, dun let daddy know. clever fella replied, ok, we go that corner. his 3 this year.

the happy family:)

lo and behold, the 109 dollar cake. it was really delicious thou.

he agrees:) haha.

the bad teaching the young to be bad. looks like bully asking for protection money!

well, thats all for a tiring afternoon of watermelon juice and scratches from matty. i must retire to my little kids cosy corner for a long awaited rest.

2009-04-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

i just had the weirdest shite ass dream.

i had a pet prawn. like huge pet prawn size of my palm. n i was cleaning it down. n i broke its spine and it died in my hands n i cried like shit. as if prawns can live out of water. as if they have spines. but i could seriously smell the ocean on it. weird.

i think i got stressed out by my toc test.

fug.

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my week of misery has extended with all the datelines extended meaning i actually have to work my ass off this weekend. shite.

2009-03-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

if you need a few laughs from the disgusting life your leading.

read this!! http://www.fmylife.com/

seriously funny. HAHAH.

last week of sch! yes ah!!!

2009-03-22T16:15:00.005+08:00

well this is what i need to say to the ONLY GIRL IN MY LIFE.

this is a pretty picture of carpetry sleeping on my room floor wearing his fav hairband.

stylist: fong fong

there he is, resting on his one seater sofa, slowly dozing off into an afternoon nap..

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ok we went to the canopy last sunday for brunch. lucky we reached there alive, no thanks to last weeks work stress. stress can do terrible things to ppl so they have to eat nice things to be balanced again.

the eggs bennnnnnn.. i think i know why sheryl likes egg ben so much... but i still think the egg is very artificial and look like toothpaste. nonetheless it is not bad and affordable.

this is wad the sister ordered. atas kia order lobster linguine for brunch can anot. but the sauce was to die for!!!! i wish i could cook that sauce too!!!

the earl grey.. which came with neither sugar nor tea spoon. speaks volumes of the service.

the ketchup and cheese... looking tired. n me a little weak at the knees.

comfort food equals happy missus:)

the ah lian sister..

the happy trio at brunch..

sunday morning.. rain is falling....

and it all ended with oyster omelette and beancurd at chomps for the night with the hallies.

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deadlines. DEADlines. will really cause our deaths one day. another hectic week. at least its only 2 more weeks of hell.

2009-03-08T21:08:00.007+08:00

of hectic days and disgusting deadlines.
so of course i had to reward myself in the form of satisfying my already round belly. this was the spread at sushi tei at holland v! wow. i hate having friends who cant finish food that we order to share. seriously. i cannot stop myself! n its such a sin to waste food you know. kids in africa are starving. and you will so rot in the dunno which level of hell in har par villa. so im obliged to polish 'em all off! to save you all from a certain fate ok.

the GOLDEN ROLLLLLLLL. aka king prawn with mango slices and cod roe on it. heavenly. but pricey. but oh well, indulgences once in a while.

the sky in distinct halves. storm or no storm, make up your mind.

the happy trio going for a happy dinner.

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well, surf and sweat has to end in thunderstorms every year. im starting to wonder if they pruposely choose this month of the year so that they can save on prizes cux no one will play till finals so there is like no winner. maybe they should have it snowballed! then at least the prize will be big if anyone gets it. ever.

under the coconut treeeeee... hot babe posing. phhhh-u-weeettt!

the nice beach mat that the missus really likes. we took the pic when the owners went for a dip.

connie, insisting on holding my hand in case i get lost. and still wearing my hall 1 shirt. which has since become hers.

5 seconds, spot the difference!

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im so glad last week was over man! it was really one of the worst week of the sem. assignments and tests all piled into that. i could really only take a breather on friday early afternoon, and even then im worrying about the repercussions of sloppy work. shit.

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stupid carpet was hiding under the dining table. his one safe haven where he thinks no one can catch him. guess wad he was doing. EATING PRAWN SHELLS HE SCAVAGED FROM THE BIN. to put it in tom browne's words. YOU NAUGHTY BOY.

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when friendships cross the boundaries. what should you do. what can you do. ponder ponder.

2009-02-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?

You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -Derrick, 8

WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?
On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that Usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date. -- Martin , age 10

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?
When they're rich. -- Pam , age 7 (totally agree!)
The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn't want to mess with that. -- Curt , age 7
The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. It's the right thing to do. -- Howard , age 8 (very responsible! hahaha)

HOW WOULD YOU MAKE A MARRIAGE WORK?
Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck. -- Ricky, age 10

dun kids say the darnest things? then again, sheryl says worse.

2009-02-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

sheryl: who was the one who cut down the cherry tree? is it wellington?
zj&i: noooo! wellington is the bear! it was washington!
sheryl: oh, hahaha. i really din know. ah ya i only know bush washington la. the president who just quit.
zj&i: !!??? its george bush!!!
zj: did you know his dad was a former president too?
sheryl: really? so his dads name is george bush washington?

-_-

sheryl: ah ya, i only know obama la.
me: do you know wads his full name?
sheryl: obama bin ladin!

sheryl sheryl stop all your voodoo!!!

2009-02-10T17:29:00.002+08:00

i have to say maybe im getting angsty these days.
i just cant stand ppl who bootlick.
laugh exceptionally loud at lecturer's joke when its not even funny.wtf.
it gets even worst as the lesson progress.
just disgusts me.

im not even sure why we're having this conversation thru the night.
i cant remember why am pissed.
but i remember vaguely it was about different expectations.
how many times have we come back to this.
how many times have you said i dun treat you well enough.
words you said pissed me off. really.
please dun shrug off wad effort i did n see it as nothing.
dun tell me im trying to gain sympathy ok.
forget it. i dun want to talk about this anymore.

SHERYL STUPID SEOW. I HATE YOU.

2009-02-03T14:33:00.011+08:00

the night view a little after sunset at vivo..

one for one mussels at the mussel guys!!! woohoo. its gd. but too much for two unless you've got a huge appetite.

the new national geographic shop at vivo. very nice. very arty farty. nice pics too!

next on, the pain in the neck fieldtrip to clarke quay made better by QM, aka AH MEI from china. hahaha. with the obiang shirt n powder on her hair, she lightened up the mood!

look who i found, sheryls bf.

poor sheryl, not allowed at much places alredy now still not allowed on the bridge. tsk tsk.

the amazing big asshole of the bird. look at that. bet you like it mr boy next door:) oops. lol.

assignments are piling! how can i ever finish watcing my heart of greed!!! wad will i do with the mahjongless nights.... -sobs-

2009-01-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

its been one of the most sluggish cny ever this year.

althou i got two days of hols n i totally just slack eat n play mahjong.. i still dun feel the cny vibes.. its like its lost all its meaning n we're just celebrating it cux we have to but not because we really want to..

sometimes i do let myself get carried away... i dunno why it seemed so important at that time but looking back i realised i was just kicking up a fuss.
you said that im being damn guai lan these days.. maybe i am..
time to think before i act & speak.
dui mm ju..

on a brighter note, i uploaded pictures from my genting trip last year.. wow, last year seems so far away.. thou we're only a month into this year...
introducing the cousins.. tgt we gambled, theme parked and had many meals tgt. jsut like old times..

2009-01-14T10:49:00.002+08:00

first things first. i think i must never play mahjong either at my own house or in my own hall room because i never seem to have much luck playing on home grd. damn. but it was fun nonetheless althou i would have really like to game the qing yi se you know!!! i hate sheryl siao ting dong she has all the luck in the world. "ehhhh.. wait. i think.. i game." that oh so dreaded sentence from her. n ppl dun hu small ok. big big one lei. anw, biggest winner is the not so sharp thorn among the roses. mr z. we need re-match! haha. (somewhere else please)

anw this morning i had IM. n IM is really fun n TB shows us funny videos at 830 to wake us up which is gd. loadsa fun games. entertaining, good workout, light and areobic, just wad i need. althou a little more intensity wouldnt kill. i actually miss training. hmmm. ok, back to IM. we were all given activities to prepare to teach other grps. so it so happened that after we deciphered ( or we tot we did) the game, we proceeded onto the turf to prepare n practice. but in the midst of it we had to clarify sth but couldnt not find the bloody piece of paper. so we hunted high n low for it n got TB all pissed that we lost it and TB basically called us his donkey grp and said we need remediation. so after all the commotion, suddenly the paper appears outta thin air. TB took it n gave it to another grp cux they either left theirs somewhere else or he din have enough. well, all i can say is.. damn suay. next time must be smarter and keep our stuff close man. at least the air was cleared and TB is no longer pissed cux of cux he had a hand in it too. oh well.

there are two dead ppl sleeping in my room. sherylthemattresswithsleepingbagoverheadgirl n omelette fong. im going to bathe... gonna get the hp laptop later! whoopee!

2009-01-12T13:39:00.003+08:00

this is definitely not gonna be another post to curse the daylights outta someone.

i have to say that friendships are so fragile. just one small little misunderstanding can make everything change to an extreme degree of awkwardness and make ppl lose their appettite and all.

just because A wants to be a friend to B and not say anything to C. but C is A's friend too so why cannot say. but then if we could tell everyone else wad someone has said to us just because they are friends then who would confide in anyone anymore? well, ive learnt today and perhaps before that there are things better left unspoken in case you turn things into a worst state.

i just need to remember that. dun panic, dun say the wrong things.
that way i'll stay out of harms way.
and most probably, be saved from the wrath of two other ppl.

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on a lighter note, ppl have said that theres a family of boars staying in the forested area and i saw one last night scavenging around looking for food. i seriously swear its a boar althou sheryl the cork eye thinks its a dog. come on whole world of difference ok. dogs dun look like pigs! n it made weird noises. too bad we din have a flashlight to get a better look! i hope it comes out again soon. haha. its just different to see sth other than humans around.

schools a chore to go to these days. lesser modules but i think the workloads still heavy. the only consolation is that we got no exams. but still... yawns. i wish i din have that many 830 classes. holidays faster comeeeeeee!!!!!!

2009-01-05T15:36:00.002+08:00

ok, this is one random post. i basically am just gonna curse the daylights outta the idiot who reverse into my car n left a bloody freaking dent din say sorry n left. i hope your car:

1. gets another two more crater dents one on each side on your passenger seat.
2. gets 3 million parking fines for nth
3. gets demerit points for driving past the red light cam when its not even red light.
4. gets scratched by some neighbourhood punk who realised keys are so much fun.
5. gets "farted" on by the monster trucks right after you wash it.

n the list will go on once i think of more.

BI-ATCH.

2009-01-01T15:36:00.001+08:00

this has got to be the best start of the year. wow. i wonder how much more sucky its gonna get.

2008-12-21T22:24:00.003+08:00

mummy and friend all smiles on the way to the crusieeeeeeee...

empty seats and to think we cheonged all the way so that we can sit tgt. but seriously if you get seasick like me. no seats are good enough. haha. i had to change to the upper deck halfway or the ferry would be half filled with my puke.

at the start of the ferry ride. 15mins into it i probably turned pale n all alreay due to the seriously shaky sea.

the cruise. not too big n not too small. can see the heads in the foregrd like ma chiam refugees. haha.

up close and personal with the windows on the cruise.

the beautiful morning after..

oh well it was fun n pretty fruitful so we shud go up soon again! plus its cheap and not that far. good for a day trip or overnight trip..

ps. ive decided to abandon blogging about hk. hahah. too many pictures. lazyyyyy...